If Only- My Love

If Only

My Love,

If only I knew the place I hated the most, where I find myself always lost, would give me the best gift of my life. I cried the day I stepped foot there but no one ever saw me. I cried until I met you and before you no ever held me. I resented every single second I spend there. It was killing me and there was nobody who can do anything about it.

If only I knew you could be by my side, there would be no emptiness.

I would face all my pains with a smile.

I would be hurt but never shed a tear.

If only I knew that you would be in my life.

If only I knew the wheel of time would turn in my direction.

If only I knew it would be the two of us against the world and you could always be right next to me.

If only I knew life would tear me apart and you could pick up all the pieces and fix me.

If only I knew I would get my heart broken and you could mend it just by one touch.

If only I knew I would have everything I wanted but I could still miss you the most.

If only I knew your smile would make me write songs and your face could make me rhyme the songs.

If only.

If only I knew God was planning something beautiful for me. If only I would know that time could not heal the pain but you could. Time is nothing just another dimension to our three dimensional world. If only I knew all the paths I travelled, all the roads I was on would end up at your doorstep. Situations were changing me and there was nobody who can do anything about it.

If only I knew you could be by my side, there would be no and loneliness.

I would face all my pains with a smile.

I would be hurt but never shed a tear.

If only I knew that you would be in my life.

If only I knew the fire of fate would fall in to my favour.

If only I knew you would come to my life and my whole world could revolve around you.

If only I knew you would be gone and I could only sleep with your photograph right next to me.

If only I knew my heart would be turned into stone and you could melt it with just one kiss.

If I only knew I would have written all poems I wanted but I could feel complete only when I write about you.

If only I knew your smile would add sweetness in my bitter life, your face could add colours to my black and white life.

If only.

If only I knew the place I hate the most, where I find myself always lost would lead me to someone like you. I would have hated less.

If only I knew you would open all the doors of my heart that I closed long-long time ago. It would have hurt less.

If only I knew you would liberate my soul from the sea of sadness and filled with the oceans of joy. I would have cried less.

If only.

Yours truly, yours only-
Bob